books and bunnies!

So, the day after tomorrow, I leave technology behind for the woods! Truth be told, we're going Centreparks and they now have wifi in their chalets, however, I have decided to use it as an excuse to escape the internet and I am so looking forward to it. I'm going to read and chase bunnies. THAT is my plan! Books n bunnies! And to be perfectly honest, it is something I really need. Since I made the decision to self-publish, I have suddenly been plagued with extreme anxiety. So, I'm hoping for a break from that. But isn't the writing mind a funny one? I'm having MORE ideas, whilst screaming for them to go away. No, I'm not going to write, I'm taking a break, but no. The muse whispers "No books and bunnies for you". And of course, the ideas are brilliant and so I get excited. Unfortunately when I get excited, it is such a similar state physically, to anxiety. I find it difficult to tell them apart. So. Well, I'm anxious. I'm trying to not get anxious and I have to not write to not become anxious, but not writing produces a space that my ideas seem to get a kick start and this leads to excitement that ultimately produces anxiety and yet I'm determined. No Muse. I have made up my mind. I CHOOSE TO FOCUS ON BOOKS AND BUNNIES!